You need to realize the fact that I’m not as strong and independent as you think I’m.

Do you still remember when was the last time you said “I Love You”?
Do you remember when was the last time we shared daily piggy chits?
Do you still remember that our lives are entangled together and we’re not living as separate entities?

Do you, or do you not?

There’s always so many issues weighing on my mind. Yes, riding through a transition period is never easy,
nobody said it was. Somehow, someway I’ll make it through.
Just that having to walk through the uncertainties by myself, simply rob me off all those perseverance
and optimism that’s left. You’ve forgotten how much I still need you to be my guiding lamp.
It might have also slipped off your mind that you’re the one and only that has the warm, affectionate
and calming voice that never fails to assure.

All of the above mentioned are probably minute details but women will always women?!
They’re nothing but trouble, made with flesh & feelings and cumbersome to begin with.

If only I can shut myself from the world, how nice. I’m sick of having to be happy, just because everyone labels me as
the happy-go-lucky. So when I’m not, people starts to bombard me as to why why why.
Is it just me and myself, or are there actually people who feel the same way as I do.

The lAst Msg that i know u still cared about me is on
24 Feb09 @ 17:44

all these are my doings.
i deserved it.

Labels: 24 Feb09 at 17:44 - since the day i no longer felt yr love