2 weeks has passed.
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Cathy, has moved to Toa Payoh.
Horray.
Now I got accompany.
Aug 1 is Shan's B'day.
Hope we will have fun tomolo.
A pic of me before signing off.

now mi very lazy, even lazier.
Like no mood to do anything

Went to the movies with Guang for ERA.
Watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
Quite nice. but nearly fall asleep.
原来 watch with friends and Boyfriend got difference one.
haha.
cos Bf can hold his hands, i can't possibly hold Guang's hand although i felt like doing cos it is what i always do in the cinema.
Nevertheless, we enjoyed the show and have to rush back to work.

Then on 25.7.2009, we went to the Zoo.

Haha, for an event which i quite like it.
Maybe will join more often.
-Outfir for the day-

-At The Zoo-



-At Nite, At the club-


My Sisters,
Mi now update with Pictures liaoz.
Hope not too boring for you all.
Haha.
Chew, pls cheer up.
Remember our movie date lahz.
Jamie, pls take care.
will meet up soon.
Jingz, Buffet dinner on National Day plus Fireworks.
ok ok ok.

National Day Long weekend, Nowhere to go, also nobody accompany.
Stayed at home and study!
hahaha

Signing Off to Work.
BorRrrr-ing

Labels: 25.07.2009

when will my cellphone rang with ur name on it again??

Chew Ling,
Lets' go watch this.
Okie!
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The Final Destination
In theaters: August 28, 2009


On what should have been a fun-filled day at the races, Nick O’Bannon has a horrific premonition in which a bizarre sequence of events causes multiple race cars to crash, sending flaming debris into the stands, brutally killing his friends and causing the upper deck of the stands to collapse on him. When he comes out of this grisly nightmare Nick panics, persuading his girlfriend, Lori, and their friends, Janet and Hunt, to leave… escaping seconds before Nick’s frightening vision becomes a terrible reality. Thinking they’ve cheated death, the group has a new lease on life, but unfortunately for Nick and Lori, it is only the beginning. As his premonitions continue and the crash survivors begin to die one-by-one-in increasingly gruesome ways-Nick must figure out how to cheat death once and for all before he, too, reaches his final destination. The film marks the latest in the highly popular “Final Destination” series, and its first 3D installment, giving horror fans an especially visceral thrill ride.

Genre:Horror

Director:David Ellis

Cast:Bobby Campo, Shantel VanSanten, Krista Allen, Mykelti Williamson, Haley Webb.

Labels: Movies - The Final Destination

fw-Ing ltr.

hope dun make jAck angry

hahaha

sianz

Zoo in the morning

&

Club at nite

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Labels: 25/7/2009

never ate dinner.
4hrs of standing.

i deserved it.
i hope miracle happens.

when guys say it, they mean it.
when gals say it, is rubbish.

I seek yr forgiveness, that's all
But even i can't even forgive myself for treating u like this.

crap excuses u have been giving me.
after 2 wks.
things can nv remain as it is.

i really hope i fall sick.
a illness where i can stay at home and cry as loud a s i can
but i can't my life has been so miserable.
i've always been independent and strong.
but now i just wanna find a place to hide.

The chinese horoscope is accurate.

i really dun know why i will be like this.

I hated myself for being like this.
but u not not gd either.
and u are not gonna forgive mi too.

how to move on.
I really dun know.

still i have to give it a try.
whether you will turn up a not.
at least i tried.

Labels: 20.07.2009

pls tell me what should i do now?

I just knew that you can do it.
Happy celebrating.

祝你好运
希望你成功。

我不在你身旁的日子，你快乐吗？

时间会冲淡一切。


something wrong with my body.
shiTz

face to face talk.
You tell me.

I will accept. no matter what decision.

I have no appetite.

New chapter of my life begins.
I won't delete this blog. It serves as a memory.

I will continue to update this blog. It will also make mi stronger.

Afterall, I've been through worse.
This always happens to mi.

This is my life. I will be strong and i will accept it.

I love you mummy.
Thanks for guiding mi, and loving mi.
Although i nv listened to u, u still gave us yr endless love.

It’s better to lose your pride to the one
You love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.
We spend too much time looking
For the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love,
When instead we should be perfecting the love we give

love u always‏
From: Alvin Tan (cancer_1015@hotmail.com)
Sent: 02 August 2007 13: 48PM
To: BlurGalz chin (blurgalz_starz@hotmail.com)

goody afternoon my dear..

"pple long time nv send me email le" ..... hehehe... cuz my com here veri laggy..load 1 page dun noe take how many million yrs... sorry my dear... hmmm.. pple nowaday veri busy hor.. i didnt receive any mail from u for the past few days le... dun be lazy hor!! muz write me a mail soon k?

today is my duty day again.. sian... haf to open up the mess n stay until 11 plus den can go up bunk n slp..baby... i miss u alot.. dun noe when can hug u tight tight to slp.. sian..

there are many time i will think of our future.. for e.g... our wedding.. our family.. our flat n stuff like tat.. i even ask guoxi how much does a "whole wedding thingy" cost.. heheh... stupid rite?? silly rite?? but tat is me.. u r the only ger tat make me to haf this kinda feeling.. "I WANNA SETTLE DOWN"... this may sounded ... hmmm... "WoW" to u.. but everytime i think abt it.. i think is possible..

deep in my heart.. i really scare tat u dun wanna w8 for me n look for other guy le.. cuz i really haf no idea when i will be back loh.. n i guess there is no point asking when am i going back from my sir (i try asking le)... cuz i nxt yr den ORD den i think they will keep me for sometime loh..i noe u dun like to hear this from me .. but i still wanna say this to u.. " if there is a beta guy wanna jio u or wateva.. u may consider loh... provided tat u dun wana w8 for me la" ........ i noe i sound contridicting but i oso wanna take care of ur welfare mah..cant possibly ask u to w8 for me for i oso dun noe how long.. it really break my heart to see u cry n tell me tat u r lonely.. like tat time in the hotel.. i noe u r lonely.. i am oso lonely.. but this is life.. n i believe if both of us can "du guo" this ... our love can basically withstand anything.. i mean ANYTHING !!!

think i gonna end here le.. wanna cry liao.. whenever i think of u.. haiz~... ask for wat i mention earlier.. u think abt it.. but i will always love u no matter wat happened... love u always de laOgOng...

yr dearest
laOgOng

I miss . . . .

What should i do now?
be Happy?
or
be Sad?

Time will heal.

'i guess i'm looking for someone who can tahan my shit'

i'm the kind who needs somebody who can take my shit.

"I told u before i won't give up unless u give up on me 1st. Since u've chosen to give up, I won't fight ur decision anymore. I can only blame myself for not having better coping mechanisms & not trying harder."